Monday, November 9, 2009

So here it is folks. The law of attraction in action that me myself and i am attempting YES! HEALING! YES! LOVING! YES- ah what were we talking about? I got distracted by all the good feelings. But aha! That's the whole point, my dears. To be so lost in what you are doing and in the thrill ride of the experience itself that you are receiving the totality of all that is you. Woah, that just got wordy.

I would like to express my personal experience with this law of reality that I have so boldly called myself a teacher/master and have for some time (three and a half months or so and backwards)been actively putting these laws to the test. And having a fantastic time! MY goodness, some of the things that the universe has cooked up for me over that time. I got a surprise trip to California, from who? OH, my guides. Yeah, they knew I needed a vacation. And I really did. Whilst engaging in my Post Doctorial at School of Life New Orleans, I had been floundering for some time. But like my dear spiritual teachers say, 'sing the praises of that which is pleasing and focus as little on that which is displeasing' so I really did my best to make the best of it. And no accident - law of attraction- I was used to processing a tremendous amount of stressful and intense energies... of course I felt so home at there for so long. And then, all that work, all the time- Ding ding ding. and im good. So after I continuously rang the bell of my doneness to my guides- the universe coollaberated to give me a glorious unfolding of California. I thought the going to California was my test and part of it certainly felt like it. But i did get on the plane and I know something healed on that flight...just before meeting Faith and Destiny who incidently were moving to San Francisco and sat next to me on the plane into San Francisco.

Clever guides, put my faith to the test immediately. I did not have a guarnteed night's stay at any hostel and was arriving in the afternoon, so not lots of time before the sun sets and it would be relatively desirable to have a place to sleep inside for the night. And I intuitively walked to the ocean and cried. Cried because part my soul was completely neglected not near the ocean- there is an entire part of my being that just sings or screams YES! everytime I am in any proximity to her. but I didn't freak out- I stayed present and walked and then got a phone call just after 5.30pm.

the 415 area code sort of confused me because i had just the moment before imagined my friend in new orleans who had moved from san francisco and so i answered the phone confused and delighted, 'Aaron?!'
A delay, "Um, this is the Blue Viking Hostel. We have a cancellation, but it being so late I bet you already got another room."
I was quiet only because I was jumping up and down in my head. "um, yes, absolutely. yeah, no. i mean, great i would love it." and so began my love affair with san francisco.

ah, sweet place. garden of eden... the land of plenty. providence. yes, i am a fan... anyway, so the whole point of this blog is to illustrate the law of attraction and for all those doubters out there (and inside myself, because you are only that which i am, dun dun dun) to prove it. So i have set out to prove it- and so far, it had totally delivered. And more. I am grateful to appreciate my current living situation. I lived by myself for over two years. I created some type of two year sentence that has come up continuously and finally when I realized that every pyschic/astrology/vedic/intuitive reading about my future slotted all the good stuff i was really really excited about having about two years away... and then one day- i realized, it had SOO been two years. So I look on those two years of living by myself as intense times of personal growth that truly challenged me; I felt like I had figured it all out and it made me question every single conclusion I had made. In short, I moved into an apartment on my own, my best friend had a major brain hemmorage and in coma, I quit my florist career abruptly because I was dying inside being there,my mother after years of being an addict and anyday waiting DOES pass and i am grieving for real, WHILE grieving the potentiality of my friend's recovery or not, WHILE starting my own business in healing WHILE having that friends furniture (because his house was my house, little complicated but sublet that got really extended and extanuating circumstances bananza) totally removed from the house WHILE affirming that the universe provides so no big worries that I suddenly with two days notice would not have a bed AND MANIFESTING a totally FREE bed that I ended up selling to create more money to move to San Francisco... but back to the the two year house of horror... but you are getting the point right? so i am a teacher and i profess that anything is possible and i had been planning trips to europe and south america- i heard about the law of attraction and i mentally booked myself a lot of international trips... and instead i got holy lot of lonleness and grief and pain. and i did great. im not sure if you know that, but i think i did great. and so i guess part of the name of the game in san francisco is to relax and receive. i was at the beach with some girls that live next door (i really love them , they are amazing- truly!) and the fire pit, and burning ceremony (anyone who knows me, right? seriously, waay to deliver universe) and the ocean and the sunset. MAGICAL. MAGICAL. MAGICAL. yeah, it's amazing. so, someone says, "this is incredible, what did we do to deserve this?" and another, "you paid your dues. now you get to live the good life" this place really is the good life, I am living in a space where that is confirmed in every minute of every day. I am so grateful. I am so grateful. I am so grateful.

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